Dawn of A New Century

Lesson of the day`

2011-10-31T00:25:00.003+08:00

The lesson of the day is not to jump to conclusions before the end. The result might be better than what we expect

Feel good moment

2011-10-29T23:48:00.002+08:00

Would you prefer to hear something that is good on the ears but may not be the truth, or something that is the truth but not pleasing to the ears?

I am the latter...

Why have a feel good moment, when you might get devastated when the truth is revealed? hmmm...

Well, a visit to the clinic may prove to be a lesson, and not just about meds and jabs =)

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On a softer note, I'm loving Greyson Chance and his songs <3

My Happiest Moment

2011-10-26T20:34:00.004+08:00

My happiest moment, though may sound cliche, is to be with my friends.

We laugh together, and share moments in our lives together, good times and bad times.

Though we may not see each other often, but what matters is that we keep each other in our thoughts right?

From what i remember, this photo was taken almost 3 years ago, during the farewell of a friend...

Moments like this are meant to be kept eternal, and preserved in its best. And with gadgets like the new OLYMPUS Pen Lite Camera, capturing memorable moments like this has become such an easy task, good quality camera without compromising on portability.

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KPOP in my life

2011-10-20T11:02:00.002+08:00

No idea when i started to love KPOP, but it just grows deeper as time passes.

The songs, OSTs, and MVs, i just love all things KPOP.

It's not just about stalking idols, or control everything in their life, or even burdening them with unnecessary problems. It's about appreciating their hard work to the entertainment scene, and to provide good quality entertainment to people supporting them.

Who cares whether the idols went under the knife or not?

What's important is their passion in the field in whatever they do

And the best thing of all, more n more people around me are starting to love KPOP

so yea, KPOP brings people together =)

Reflections

2011-10-20T10:56:00.002+08:00

Things don't turn out to be perfect all the time, but it gives us chance to do things in another way, looking at things with a different perception.

Life is about everyday being easy, but new challenges await each day.

So being positive, does make a difference after all =)

화이팅

Self comfort

2011-03-30T23:12:00.004+08:00

Feeling exhausted for some reason which i don't know.

Have a urge to put my head underwater for a long long time ...

Sometimes, I get moody and cranky for no reason, and I feel bad about it TT

Assignments and tests are to be blamed

=The end=

i don't even know what i am talking about ==

and yea, I'm currently searching for g.o.d, shinhwa and HOT songs. Any links to the albums will be greatly appreciated =)

Well, well, well ...

2011-02-08T21:07:00.003+08:00

I lied, cause you had forced me...
I said no but you still don't get it...
I try to be as nice as possible, to treat you as a friend, but instead what do you think instead?
hmm, so is it my fault or yours?

Reopening

2010-11-24T12:25:00.001+08:00

This blog is officially reopened after a gazillion years ==

will try my best to write as much as possible . . .

IT"S SEM BREAK

after all =)

2010-02-11T13:41:00.005+08:00

有一位伯伯被证实患有脑瘤，有两个选择，进行无法百分百痊愈的治疗，或可能造成失忆的手术，他选择了会造成失忆的手术。。。

他的妻子说，“当年他对我是一见钟情，认识的第二天便向我求婚了。”

不懂得表达自己的丈夫，从来不向妻子表达自己对她的爱。
但却在手术前对医生说，“要是我有个万一，告诉我老婆，我嘴笨，一直无法说出口，我
我这一辈子只要她一个，就算重来一次，我也要和她过。”

手术后，丈夫失忆了，也忘了陪伴在身边的女人是他的妻子。然而，妻子却还是默默陪在丈夫身边，换来的是丈夫一句，“我没认得你，你还对我那么亲切，谢谢你。”

一天，失忆了的丈夫对陪伴在她身边的这位女人说，“虽然昨天才见面，和我一起生活吧。”

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或许，丈夫的记忆里，仍然存有这位他最爱的女人的回忆。

( taken from Code Blue Season 2)

2010-02-04T13:57:00.003+08:00

Assignment, test, quiz report....
busy till CNY...
can't wait for it

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Finding problem to fit in...
can't seem to find out why...

I don't like it ㅠ_ㅠ

Someone please help me ㅠ_ㅠ

maybe no one would even bother bout this...

2010-01-25T23:48:00.002+08:00

I am sorry for what i have done to make you mad,
for what i have done which annoyed you and
for whatsoever which offended your feelings...

I am sorry

= The awkwardness is too much to bear, i need a space to fit in =

Updates

2010-01-13T17:13:00.002+08:00

Only one class today, from 8 to 10, which was MCB
Hate waking up early in the morning, especially cold mornings...
Then to have class in a super duper hyper cold classroom... brrrr..... TT

Then followed by lunch at dining hall...

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After a long chat with my roommate
I feel fortunate, to be studying, though stressful.
Unlike some who are unable to do so due to self-caused mistakes done earlier.

So, think twice before doing something.

= C.N. Blue Rocks! Hint: Jung Yonghwa from the drama "You're Beautiful" =

2010-01-12T22:34:00.000+08:00

Emptiness
hoping to be filled
yet to happen...

seeing is not completely believing

2010-01-12T21:57:00.003+08:00

A human heart cannot be judged using our eyes,
A human feelings cannot be seen from the exterior.

Unintended mistakes may be done, yet others seem undisturbed in some way or other, though deep inside it's a complete contrast from what is seen from the exterior.

The "mistake-doer" chooses to be responsible, yet doesn't know what to be responsible for.

In the eyes of others, the so called "mistake-doer" ends up as a loner, or in other words, someone who feels lost in a world of unknown responsibilities.

And drifts further and further into a dark hole...

Update

2010-01-06T11:54:00.003+08:00

Started lectures for MCB, CHM and Japanese
Conclusion, must work very very hard, otherwise who knows what will happen...

First Japanese lecture: あいうえお　かきくけこ　さしすせそ

Having first test in 2 weeks time ...

Famous sayings of the day:
1. The hand symbol in PDF file is very good for ...... harassment

2010-01-03T22:07:00.000+08:00

I'm back in INTI
Classes starting tomorrow TT

1st post of the year

2010-01-01T19:36:00.002+08:00

HAPPY

NEW

YEAR

EVERYONE!!!

Last post of 2009

2009-12-31T23:41:00.002+08:00

Some pics to show what happened or done this year… Pics are not in chronological order =)

One of the favourite past-time activities – steamboat outing in Serdang

Usual fogging session going on …

Melanie's bday, at Al-Salam, take note of the unconventional "candles" =)

Sher Lynn's birthday At Cafeteria + don't know whose knee…

Lizard with long long tail… apologies for the poor quality

Snake in da house

"Project" when working at the florist …

CHRISTMAS !!!!

Some décor taken during Christmas visiting

Clearer view of a nativity scene

Angels on a "make-believe" sky… Masterpiece of the hostess

And last but not least

HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone !
and

SAY CHEESE !

2nd last Update of 2009

2009-12-30T22:52:00.004+08:00

went back to inti for enrolment this morning and did some cleaning up after 2 LONG months...
And the floor is dusty like hellll....

next sem going to be quite free, coz will be taking only MCB and CHM for a long sem...
since my timetable will be clashing with other subjects TT

"with the turning of the eye" (=D) Classes going to start this coming monday... SO FAST...

watched Avatar last Sunday, and i love it more than 2012 ^^ Personal opinions ^^

= Mosquitoes are damn annoying =
= Mr Oh Chun Yong (do i still need to address him as Committe Chun Yong? Hmmm ) who appeared out of nowhere, but somewhere on FB is O.o but still =) =

Updates

2009-12-18T23:05:00.003+08:00

Eat, sleep, online, ppstream...
Watched the disappointing storm warriors... watch until mcc
Went clothes shopping...
Preparing for christmas...
Encounter with "long-tail" iguana outside the house...
Finished playing machinarium at least twice...

Looking forward to reunion with classmates tomorrow... =D

= 100 yen shop is <3 when it comes to innovative tools =
= Getting to love windows 7 more and more =

Updates

2009-12-08T17:26:00.002+08:00

Feeling guilty for not updating for a long long time...
Thanks to the unstable connection...

Lets see... went to pc fair and got mice, coller pad, keyboard protector and new headset...
Then helped out at a florist shop...
which was tiring yet fun =D

And ya, got my result, and was way better than last sem for chem which i had to retake....
At least i don't have to see mr yeap again...

Besides, i just decided to work on the first day of CNY next year, which is also Valentine's Day, and two days before the big day...

And now i can't wait for Christmas ^^

= Thanks to my aunt for the pocket money =
= 100 yen is coming to seremban at last =

暴风雨的启示

2009-10-31T11:04:00.001+08:00

昨晚，暴风雨来袭，下了好久好久，

雷电交加的夜晚，家里停了至少三次的电。

躺在面着窗口的床上，望着外面的天空，第一次觉得雷声其实没有想象中的可怕。

雷和雷声，还有连夜下着的雨，令我觉得太像今天的人了。

有的人像雷和雷声一样，来得匆匆，去也匆匆，只有那一时出现，和那一时威风。

有的人则像连夜下着的雨，没有太高调的登场，却有起有落地活着。

过了一段时间后，也没有高调的离场，只有慢慢的离开。

要当只有那一时高调的雷，还是一直低调出现的雨呢？

Last post of the sem

2009-10-28T22:02:00.002+08:00

Finished my one and only subject for this sem,
and off i go for two months of sem break .

At least i won't be seeing Mr Yeap again next sem for sure.
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Need to plan things to do for sem break ^^

Btw, changed the layout, skin and added some things here and there~
To make different things fall down in the blog, click on the items available in the top left corner, insert the password (4461), refresh the page and DONE ! =D

update

2009-10-07T18:20:00.003+08:00

Went to collect chem test paper from lecturer yesterday~
Very happy with my results, at least it's better than last sem ^^

Will work hard and play hard ^^

Feels great to chat with a friend who i had not met since form 3 ^^

and i need food~
i m hungry T_T

Update

2009-10-04T22:25:00.000+08:00

Back in inti for another week of classes
after a week of "special" break ^^

Have a feeling that the following days will be super hectic, coz most probably having replacement classes =X

And since this is short sem, finals are just round the corner, gonna work hard~
i mean work hard and play hard at the same time ^^

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Knee still hurts thought it has been a week since i fell down~
Don't wanna have a scar on my knee =X

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Current favourites:
1. 친구 - TOP and Taeyang
2. Blue Tomorrow - Super Junior M

Update

2009-10-04T21:47:00.002+08:00

Updates + Holiday Plans

2009-09-17T12:47:00.003+08:00

Finished chm test 1 yesterday~
Erm, hope everything will be fine ^^

And, no classes today, so i'm as free as a bird ^^

After two classes, off i go for a week of holiday~

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Plans for holiday:
- complete assignment and reports
- upgrade laptop RAM (DONE ^^)
- shop for MP3 / MP4 / maybe IPOD ^^ (hopefully =D)
( need some suggestions on what brand or model )
- get lots and lots of rest~

That should be a "non-boring" week ^^

Currently playing : Natasha Bedingfield - Piece of Your Heart

Feeling Happy ^^

2009-09-12T23:34:00.003+08:00

Feeling happy after a japanese dinner with lots of sushi~
Thereafter shopping session and bought new pencil case from all time fave Body Glove and Dark Chocolate Toblerone which i had been searching for a long time~ =D

Yippee, I am happy now ^^

Oh ya! PTPTN loan has been approved after having fingers crossed for an incredibly long time ^^

Insomnia~

2009-09-12T07:56:00.002+08:00

I went to sleep at 1 am, but fell asleep at almost 4 am~
Hopefully this will be the first and the last~

= I am relating my current life to Sparklehorse's Some Sweet Day and Big Bang T.O.P's 아무렇지 않은 척 (pretend to be unconcerned) =

Empty Shell

2009-09-12T00:53:00.002+08:00

What left of me is nothing but an empty shell~
Not just empty, but with no boundary to its depth~

Meaningless~

Yet, things are easier said than to be done~
To let go is not as easy as turning on the tap~
And, time is needed...

I am feeling empty inside, with few things, if not none to expect~
I am ready to hypnotize myself with work, and i mean a lot of work~
Just to make myself feel more full~

Maybe it's just being about myself, but I am feeling a distance with people around me~
I am floating away into a different dimension, where i am the only one present, with darkness and total silence~
Waiting for that someone to make the path which leads back to my own world.

And I shall wait and wait~~~

(p/s: no one shall be blamed for the post )

= THE END =

090909

2009-09-09T00:11:00.003+08:00

An auspicious date, esp for those who are getting married, as believed by some~

For me, is QUIZ DAY~ =.=
shouldn't be a problem since it's MCQ~

so just sit back and relax ~ (?)
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Came across this and thought of sharing wif u guys~
f(x), new girl group by SM Entertainment, SNSD's, TVXQ's etc hoobae~ lol

has been into KPOP for sometime, and abandoning chinese songs for quite a while, and now i don't seem to know what's new in the market~

Signing off~

= starting to like SNSD more and more, thanks to "Genie", "Etude" and "My Child" =D =

Updates + Randomness

2009-09-05T12:54:00.001+08:00

Currently in my second sem of degree, and due to some sorta "accident" which occurred during finals, I am required to retake chemistry again this sem.

Well, just gonna leave everything behind, and start over again. I don't want to disappointed people around me anymore….

Short sem is just plain madness~

Only 7 weeks, yet so many many things to be done..

Let's see, 2 labs per week, and 8 hrs of lecture per week, quiz 1 this week ( wk 2) and test 1 on week 3

Just can't imagine those taking more than one subject =X

Let's work hard to make things work~!

Going for a hair cut afterwards.

Planning to cut it short, yet not too short though~

Why? Maybe due to a little shock~ who knows~

Prepare to see a new me~

Currently, I like to listen to a few songs:

Songs from G-Dragon's Heartbreaker album
Sparklehorse – Some Sweet Day
Frankie J – Don't Wanna Try

Music and songs are good for releasing stress =D

(p/s: G-Dragon is damn cool~ Though my favorite is still T.O.P. =P )

Signing off…

Only A Fool Breaks The Angeline.

2009-08-21T15:39:00.003+08:00

To do:
1. Visit http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi
2. Type in your name
3. Sloganize after each questions
4. Done? Tag another 20 ppl! And don't forget to inform me ya :) I need some great laugh!

People I Tag Will Be:
Win Loon, Yoyo, Kah Moon, Qing Zhe, Yi Yong, Yee Ling, Jessica, Colleen, Iun Xian, Boon Hao,
Man Yee,

1. What do you say to yourself every morning?
Snap Into A Slim Angeline.

2. What do you want other people to say about you?
Because I Am Worth Angeline.

3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...
Come To Life. Come To Angeline.

4. How would you answer a booty call?
Today's Angeline, Since 1903.

5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?
Prolongs Active Angeline.

6. To someone you dislike?
Making Every Angeline Count.

7. You're in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would you excuse yourself?
Angeline Tested, Mother Approved.

8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say...
The Right Angeline at the Right Time.

9. You're failing a subject, you say...
Taste The Angeline.

10. The love of your life asks you to marry him/her, what do you say?
Snap! Crackle! Angeline!

11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her...
Break Me Off A Piece Of That Angeline.

12. Someone told you you're an asshole, you tell them...
If You Really Want To Know, Look In The Angeline.

13. What are the best words to describe you?
It's That Angeline Feeling.

14. If you're going to have a movie about your life, the title is...
The Man From Angeline, he says "Yes"

15. Your last words before you die...
It's Different in An Angeline.

16. Your message to a special someone..
Puts The Angeline In Britain.

17. Title of this post will be...
Only A Fool Breaks The Angeline.

200th Post

2009-07-29T00:17:00.005+08:00

At last, i manage to catch a breath, after drowning and floating and drowning (the cycle just goes on and on . . .) in the sea of assignments, tests and quizzes~

After getting the results for most of my tests, one conclusion to be made: i lack consistency in the results, with an extreme range in between the results (if you get what i mean lol )

Work, i mean lots of work need to be done~ hoping to get at least dean's honor roll~ but most important of all => my scholarship~~~~~

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Two weeks to go, then off we go to face the finals~ (this sem's final's timetable is *speechless* , of all slots, they gave us 5-7 pm for the last paper on the last day~ T_T)

Wish me luck, i mean lots of luck~
And to my friends => HWAITING~!

Looking forward to sem break though~

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Btw, if anyone knows of any way to deal with a noisy neighbour who ENJOYS BLASTING MUSIC~ kindly leave me a message~ i will greatly appreciate it~ ><

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This post is kinda short, i know~

Will try to write longer post when i am free~ especially after the finals~

Need motivation and external brain~~~~~~

Gotta grab some sleep~ Good night everyone~ =D

= currently on playlist: WILDSOUL - Changmin =

RIP - Michael Jackson

2009-06-27T12:02:00.006+08:00

The king of pop

A legend

and an inspiration for people all over the world

young and old

Though he has left the world

He music will always be in our hearts~

RIP Michael Jackson~

Michael Jackson - Heal The World

Song Lyrics | Michael Jackson lyrics

Michael Jackson - We Are The World

Lyrics | Michael Jackson lyrics

Update

2009-06-22T23:14:00.004+08:00

Well~
Yet another day passed~

Had a hard time completing my chemistry lab report~
but done at last =D

Today's mcb lab was complicated yet kinda fun~
part 2 of the same experiment will be done next week~

Got back my Maths test 1 paper~
far from my expectations~~~
Hoping to score better~ T.T
i was affected by the backache which had been bugging me for two weeks...

Having technical english test tomorrow and introduction to biotechnology test on wednesday~
wish me lots and lots of luck~ ( i am kinda greedy xD)

= currently rewatching nodame contabile~ =D Looking forward to 7/1/2009 =

Blog Template

2009-06-21T00:16:00.001+08:00

I changed my blog layout~
Back to XML version, where i can add those widget thingy with ease~
Please leave any comments in my chatterbox ya~ =D

DAMN~

2009-06-20T18:52:00.002+08:00

Okay
I don't mean to use that as a title to start my post~
but THANKS TO INTI~
My PTPTN loan got rejected~

Why?
All because dear INTI did not submit that INTI foundation is one of the qualification to enter Bachelor of Biotechnology (Hons.) programme~

So congratulation...
I was rejected.

Duh~~~

I am really ANNOYED . . .

The End (fullstop)

Snake in da house~

2009-05-23T00:01:00.005+08:00

Came back home from inti this evening~
Around 7 plus while waiting in the living room,
dad shouted, saying not to go to the back coz there is a snake ~

I was like, "AHHHHHH!!!!!!!! "

though that snake was really small~ =.=

will post the pic soon~

and dad enjoyed himself playing with that stupid snake~
coz it tried to commit suicide by jumping out of the net used to catch it~

The end~

( snake, u r welcome but as long as u r not in the field of sight~ luckily i din use the air freshener~ )

sorry for the certain over imaginative elements~ lol

What a day~

2009-05-23T00:01:00.001+08:00

Some thoughts~

2009-05-19T18:49:00.002+08:00

Suddenly had many things "flying all over my head"~
Even had several weird dreams~ and woke up in the middle of my sleep~
One of them goes like this:
I had a sister. One day we went to a boutique to try out some new clothes.
Suddenly a guy comes in and starts harassing us.
I immediately ran out of the boutique to call my sis' bf for rescue.
(p/s: My sis' bf almost became my bf but had been rejected by me coz i wanted to focus on my studies)
In the speed of light(=D) sis' bf came to the rescue.
he ran straight into the boutique, but came out after a short while in a depressed state.
I was puzzled yet tried to console and asked him what happened.
In the meantime, sis came out with the guy who had been in the boutique.
Then, I realized one thing, sis had been unfaithful to her bf all the while, and that particular guy was her ex...
The End . . .

What a dream isn't it? Till now i'm still trying to figure out what it means...
My friends suggested that i make the dream into a drama~ lol

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Work is piling up~
Nowadays i enjoy sitting at the back of the class~
not because i'm late to class ( never in MY history that i was late for class )

But i think that observing people is a very interesting thing to do~
How some people were concentrating to the max, while some were dazing into the air~

Well, and some are just so ignorant and disrespectful of others~ esp lecturers.
No need to explain to much coz i think it's not necessary...

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Currently playing on my playlist on a repeated basis:
Hug and Kiss the Baby Sky both my my favourite TVXQ~

These songs cheered me up whenever felt down ~ =D

~ Each of us are special and unique, and coexisting with one another, just like plants and the soil, none can exist without the other ~

Dearest mom~

2009-05-13T10:27:00.002+08:00

It's your birthday today~
Though i am unable to celebrate your birthday with you, but i hope that you are happy all day long and have a very nice day...

At times, I may do things that made you mad or unhappy,
but all i want to say is that i love you and i regret my wrongdoings.

Hope you will be happy and healthy forever~

Love you forever~ <3

191 post~

2009-05-07T01:40:00.004+08:00

What a great way to start my 191st post~
I am officially 19, which is once in a life time =D

Today Louis, yoyo and michelle came back~
we had dinner together just now, and went for sing k session around 9~
These guys gave me a really great surprise when they sang the birthday song for me ~
Very sweet of them~
( and thanks for the treat~ =D )

another surprise when my room mate handed a birthday gift to me when i went back to room~
A really nice scarf~=D
Thank you pei si~!
And thanks to melanie for your sms~!

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Gotta grab some sleep now~
Having class at 8 am~ ARGHH~!

I am sleepy~ zzzz....
Can i sleep in class tomorrow?

~I LOVE MY FRIENDS~

Tagged by Moon and Qing Zhe

2009-04-20T22:34:00.005+08:00

Since both Moon and Qing Zhe tagged me to do this tag, the front portion will be done for both persons~ ^^

1. The person who tagged you?
Kah Moon / Qing Zhe

2. Your relationship with him/her is
Sis and Best friends~ / Considered as good friends ba~ lol

3. Your impressions of him/her
Tough gal, and very nice~ ^^ / Cute and mr nice guy~ ^^

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
For both, the most memorable is them being my friends~

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
Lots~

6. If he/she becomes your lover you will
Moon: OMG~ i'm not homo~ / =.=

7. If he/she becomes your lover,things he/she has to improve on will be
Swt dao~ Impossible, so i don't have to answer this question rite?

8. If he/she becomes your enemy,you will
Think that it's the worst thing to happen~

9. If he/she becomes your enemy,the reason will be
Never~

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now
Give a super hug~ missed you guys so much

11. Your overall impression of him/her is
A nice and tough gal~ / ang moh~ ( juz joking~ )

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Cold, crazy? lolx

13. The characters you love of yourself are
ability to stay cool

14. On the contrary,the characters that you hate about yourself
over sensitive at times

15. The most ideal person you want to be is
i am perfect~ at the moment~

16. For people who care and love you,you say something to them
I LOVE YOU NOW AND ALWAYS~ I"LL DO ANYTHING FOR YOU GUYS~

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you
~1. Huei Ying
~2. Win Loon
~3. Wan Xin
~4. Victor
~5. Raymond
~6. Louis
~7. Jet
~8. Xin Yi
~9. Ken
~10. Ryan

18. Who is no.6?
Louis Gor Gor~

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
Male

20. If no.7 and no.10 together,is that a good thing?
No, unless they are gays, and no. 10 is unavailable ^^

21. What is no.2 studying about?
Art and design

22. When is the last time you had a chat with no.3?
before sembreak~

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
五月天？

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
Yup~ two sis and one bro

25. Will you woo no.3?
Never~ i am normal~

26. How about no.7?
Good idea~ NO WAY~!

27. Is no.4 single?
It's complicated gua~

28. What is the surname of no.5?
Yeow

29. What is the hobby of no.10?
Crapping, cooking~

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
Consider ok ~

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
TOA

32. Talk something casually about no.1
She's one of the nicest people i have ever met~ and very swt at times~

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
Nope

34. Where does no.9 live at?
PD~ Lukut~ somewhere there~ lolz

35. What colour does no.4 like?
Red or black? i dunno~

36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
good friends..

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
Maybe~ HAHAHAHA~

38. What is no.6 doing now?
Online-ing~

I am back~

2009-04-17T12:11:00.002+08:00

Finally i am back~
after finals~

Two weeks later , I am a degree student~ arghh~

results will be comin out on 28 th~ 11 days later~
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I HATE IT~

I am sick rite before phy paper and still ~
hope it won't affect my papers~

Gotta grab my comfort food soon~ Donuts~ =D

Will be completing the tag given my Jeh and QZ soon~ =P

Take care and happy holidays~!

Off track

2009-03-18T21:56:00.002+08:00

HEADACHE from bio~

better stop a while before i mix everything up~ lolx

mixture~

2009-03-17T20:09:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the late update~
current status=> KO-ing / Flu-ing

Yeah, i am KO-ing due to tests and assgns, and Flu-ing due to flu? lolz . . .
Last week had bad cough until no voice, then after the cough is cured, flu until now nose blocked~ i dunno how my food tasted~ ( maybe cannot taste "chao da" food too~ )

Everyone must take care, and make sure that u don't fall sick~!

( are there any remedies for blocked nose ? recommend to me please~ u will be greatly appreciated )
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Woohoo~
Finally downloaded complete collection of TVXQ songs~! for once DC++ worked wonders for me =P

Recently many albums which means that new songs to be updated to playlist~ LOL
Some songs which i think is nice:

1. Allegro Opus 3.3 am - 陈奕迅
2. Kiss the Baby Sky - TVXQ
3. Let's Not . . . - Super Junior
4. What If - Super Junior
5. Shining Star - Super Junior
( 3,4,5 are from their latest album Sorry Sorry and are my favourites~!)

and ya, currently liked listening to Alan, a JPOP singer from Sichuan~ more info here
Erm, very "naturelike", and quite soothing~
she sang the theme song for Red-Cliff ~

track list:
1 天女～interlude～
2 明日への讃歌
3 空唄 (faved)
4 懐かしい未来～longing future～ (faved)
5 ひとつ
6 風の手紙 (faved)
7 BRAVE
8 夢のガーデン
9 群青の谷
10 my friend
11 Liberty
12 月がわたし
13 RED CLIFF ～心・戦～
14 恵みの雨
-Limited Track-
15 Together

( finally BoA's album is released~ =D USA Debut album ~ )

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Good luck to everyone for test~

and ya,

in less than four hours time Jen Yeu aka Jet will be officially 20 years old~ =D

Till then.

Tagged by Shun Hui

2009-03-10T14:06:00.004+08:00

Rules:It's harder than it looks!Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.They have to be real. Nothing made up!If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers.You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Angeline Law Sek Peng
2. A four Letter Word :Atom
3. A boy's Name : Andy
4. A girl's Name : Ayumi
5. An occupation : Accountant
6. A color : Aquamarine

7. Something you'll wear : Ankle boots

9. A food : Apple pie
10. Something found in the bathroom : Air freshener
11. A place : Amazon
12. A reason for being late : A snake was in my bath tub, waiting to have bubble bath~ LOL
13. Something you'd shout : AIYO~!
14. A movie title : Australia
15. A drink : Apple juice
16. A musical group : Air Supply
17. An animal : Ant
18. A street name : Avenue 7 ( in Manhattan, if not mistaken~ )
19. A type of car : Aveo ( Chevrolet )
20. The title of a song :A Whole New World

I tag:
~ Win Loon
~ Huei Ying
~ VIctor
~ Wan Xin
~ Mathew
~ u
~ u
~ u ( x 12 )

Karangan Terbaik UPSR 2007 ( FROM E-MAIL)

2009-03-09T23:33:00.000+08:00

Pagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu beku. Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip. Pagi itu saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk. Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar. Tetapi saya tidak mahu.

Selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan garfu barulah saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya. Kami berjalan sejauh 120 kilometer kerana pasar itu letaknya 128 kilometer dari rumah. Lagi 8 kilometer nak sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari arah belakang.

Dia melanggar emak saya. Emak saya tercampak ke dalam gaung. Dia menjerit “Adoi!”. Lepas itu emak saya naik semula dan mengejar lori tersebut. Saya pun turut berlari di belakang emak saya kerana takut emak saya melanggar lori itu pula. Pemandu lori itu nampak kami mengejarnya. Dia pun memecut lebih laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan cahaya. Kami pula terpaksa mengejar dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan dua kali ganda kelajuan cahaya. Emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu. Lori itu terbabas dan melanggar pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan sebuah feri. Feri itu terbelah dua.

Penumpang feri itu yang seramai 100 orang semuanya mati. Pemandu feri itu sangat marah. Dia pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan memfire pemandu lori. Pemandu lori menekan butang khas di dalam lori dia..lori itu bertukar menjadi robot Transformer. Mereka bergaduh di udara. Emak saya tidak puas hati. Dia pun terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di Genting
Highlands dan terus ke tempat kemalangan. Dia melanggar pemandu feri yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman itu.

Pemandu feri itu terkejut dan terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya. Pemandu feri itu pecah. Pemandu lori sangat takut melihat kejadian itu. Dia meminta maaf dari emak saya. Dia menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam. Tetapi emak saya masih marah. Dia menyendengkan helikopternya dan mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu dengan kipas helikopter. Pemandu lori itu menjerit “Adoi..!” dan jatuh ke bumi. Emak say menghantar helikopter itu ke Genting Highlands. Bila dia balik ke tempat kejadian, dia terus memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori itu di dalam bahasa Inggeris.

Pemandu lori itu tidak dapat menjawab sebab emak saya cakap orang putih. Lalu pemandu lori itu mati. Tidak lama kemudian kereta polis pun sampai. Dia membuat lapuran ke ibu pejabatnya tentang kemalangan ngeri itu. Semua anggota polis di pejabat polis itu terperanjat lalu mati. Orang ramai mengerumuni tempat kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi. Polis yang bertugas cuba menyuraikan orang ramai lalu dia menjerit menggunakan pembesar suara. Orang ramai terperanjat dan semuanya mati.

Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih ramai lagi yang akan mati. Di pasar, emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu kepada penjual daging. Penjual daging dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran yang mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut dan mati. Saya dan emak saya terus berlari balik ke rumah. Kerana terlalu penat sebaik saja sampai di rumah kami pun mati. Itulah kemalangan yang paling ngeri yang pernah saya lihat sebelum saya mati.

(LAUGH TILL DEATH~! XD )

TVXQ video spam~ xD

2009-03-09T13:04:00.002+08:00

New blog skin~ + last week's updates

2009-03-09T12:36:00.004+08:00

Finally i managed to finish editing the HTML coding for my latest blogskin~
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Last week was sport fiesta week, and few cfes took part in various events, ie: badminton, ping-pong and taekwondo~

Not talking much bout the badminton game ( pls refer to huei ying's blog if interested~ =P )

Jet was injured in the taekwondo game and had a dislocated toe~
so he had to seek treatment at Sban GH~

luckily it was not too serious and he's better now~ =D

(bw A & W's quality had dropped drastically~ because we went early in the morning when they were EXTREMELY sleepy~ lolx )
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will try to update more frequently~

hehe~

take care everyone~!

[ b o r e d ]

2009-02-22T22:33:00.005+08:00

as the title implies,
yeah~
I M BORED~!

well, last week was used to prepare for the tests,
after tests,
it was like, hmm~~
final has just finished? lol

okay, since test 1 was over,
so i was left with some free time...

finished watching 霹雳MIT~
something like those investigation dramas,
with a pinch of comedy and romance here and there~
well,
炎亚纶was very, very attractive in that drama~ (anza siao siao ady ~ xD)
some people had related him to conan~
his appearnce and attitude, and a female sidekick~
well, both are special in their own ways if u ask me~

but, GREAT SHOW~!

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I M ADDICTED TO SKIN FOOD~!

went and bought more stuffs on friday~
RM 167.50 in total~
inclusive of some stuffs for my bro~

anza will not spend money on something which i think is useless~

so the products were useful? OF COURSE LAR~!

jeh painted my nails on my right hand with five different colours~
nice~ =D

considering of buying nail varnish too~ lol

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i think i should grab the opportunity to sleep early~

but, i think i'm fortunate ~

coz i wun get eyebags and/or eye-circles if i sleep late ~ =D

=.=

off i go to sleep~
maybe one hour later?
lol

= currently on playlist: Tied Down - Colbie Caillat =

blog post for many days~ LOL

2009-02-21T23:06:00.005+08:00

my last post was on last monday~
haven't posted anything due to the test 1~

then due to stress from my most feared subject => physics

after the chem and bio, went with dajie, kent and vic to jusco for dinner~
ji pa and drinks at bing dian~ igentis~

then after physics~
went to taman connaught pasar malam~

too bad win loon need to rush his assgn~ T.T
( win loon pls dun kill me~ )

nice experience though~ =.=

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oh ya~

got my results for chem and bio~
not telling the results, but all i can say is i'm quite happy ~ =D

and went for award presentation, got merit award btw~
SUPER boring~
luckily a few of us were together~
so still enjoyed ourselves by crapping~ LOL

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went for lunch at NILAI pizza hut~

all i can say ===== > BAN THAT OUTLET~!

three reasons~
1. mini cockroaches
2. cold soup
3. shaking and unstable chair

plus one more~ no action taken against the cockroaches~ =.=

luckily i didn't lao sai~

went back there on the way home
to get SECRET RECIPE~!

nilai outlet offers a 10% discount for those with their student IDs~
will go there again if i NEED my secret recipe cakes~

( <3 chocolate indulgence~ )
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went for my primary school classmate, Keenan's farewell gathering at his house~
can oso be considered as our primay school reunion~ =D

met many whom i had not seen for a L o n g time~

NICE to meet you all~!

will try to get the pics~!

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confused about something~
about people's behavior~
about many many things~

i wan some miracle to happen~

i wan erm.....

L x x e ~

guess what is it~

(anza is thinking too much again~)

till then~
the next post which i don't know when it will appear~

Believe It Or Not! DBSK on OotChatSa

2009-02-09T21:44:00.002+08:00

Funny acts by DBSK~ *i personally laughed till tummy ache *

*thanks to faye for the link~ *

满江浤

2009-02-09T12:06:00.004+08:00

Came across this groups songs in a performance~
Very nice,and my personal favourite is 《蓝天》 and 《三岔口》。。。

《蓝天》

词：贾森曲：葉江興、俞鈞浤
演唱：满江浤

你说有些梦来不及实现没有以后
没有都没有微笑都没有
我不能回头
乘着风我作着梦梦想的空洞
哦一起出走不浪费时空肆意放纵

*牵着手勇敢往前走我们相约在下一站彩虹
不管未来是雨是风
风雨同路冲
让我们一起手牵手拥抱着世界划一道彩虹
不管未来是雨是风
有我陪你走不再是梦

天空总有风等待你追踪前来逐梦
没有都没有困难都没有
放弃会落空
乘着风同样的梦梦想的成功
哦我们携手不浪费时空肆意放纵

三岔口

词：张国祥曲：俞鈞浤编曲：Alex San

旧伤口在笑我
分不清是非对错
谁在挑拨
一年两段三人都不好过

她沉默不爱我
比你赤裸龌龊
泄洪寂寞
快乐不问后果
错愕太多

*她要的自由满桌挥霍
我到底选择留选择走
望上天为我祈求

**猜不透方罢休
流下坠落像你难以捉摸
你爱他还是我
说不出的玩弄在掌握

你不说我都懂
脸上的眉飞色舞已降落
我舔着新的痛滞留
三岔口杀了我
哦哦哦杀了我

太固执昏了头
从专一走向蹉跎
人渐消瘦
日夜白昼守护反而错过

为什么跟着走
不是王子摆平魔咒
失控冲动
她纯真地引诱
淹没了我

*她要的自由满桌挥霍
我到底选择留选择走
望上天为我为我乞求

~ Downloading their album coz damn nice ~

To: Sui zai~ =P

2009-02-08T00:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEE HOE~!

( old jor lu~ dun be so "childish" ady k ? Take care and dun get flu all the time ~ )

(p/s: enjoy yourself eating gai sam~ bluek~ )

* whatever *

2009-02-07T23:20:00.003+08:00

Currently in studying mood~
to prepare for tests, namely bio and chemistry, next week~

ARGH~!!!!!

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Went to see my dear jeh at skinfood~

coz wanted to buy mask~

then end up buying mask and tea tree essence~

anza currently <3 skinfood products coz they reli worked wonders for me~ no boasting k ?

and they smell damn nice =D

and not too expensive =D

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Back to bio~

and soon chem~

= skinfood is GOOD ~! =

mixed feelings~

2009-02-04T22:11:00.006+08:00

Classes startes this week, and tests awaits~
two will be on next week, and one more on the following week~

WISH ME LUCK~~
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Tengma introduced this place for dinner last night~ Aunty Aini's~
serves western and malay food~

Not bad actually, western food is more worthwhile~

(p/s: RM2.50 road side stall burger ayam is tastier than RM11.50 burger ~ =.= )

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To dear sis:

I know u decided to close ur blog due to some idiots and "too-free-till-nothing-better-to-do" people.

Sudden decision for me, but it's your decision and i respect that.

sorry if i'm too busy and did not realise certain things which happened to you, but as your sis since primary school, i'm always here for you~!

Your mui mui will pray for you~ and hope u will have good news~

<3 you forever~! lots and lots of <3 Thanks for recommending SKINFOOD~ <3 u more and more~!

(p/s: they work well for me~! )

Thanks to u i'm starting 2 get addicted to SKINFOOD~ =P

Take care and keep in touch k ? sis miss u lots and lots ~!

= your sis =

生命

2009-01-31T14:41:00.002+08:00

當你步入生命終點，不能走、不能講、不能想、不能吃喝，
只能靠呼吸器，就快閉眼長逝，
醫生告訴你，只剩最後一次機會，
只給你最後兩小時，回到你以前熟悉的世界，你最想做什麼？

至今看到那張照片：
闃黑的電影院，一個骨瘦如柴的癌末病人，
旁邊一個哭紅雙眼的女兒，和背後一群不斷拭淚的親友，總會一陣鼻酸。

他，在生命最後一刻，選擇包下戲院，陪一對兒女和癌症病童，看最後一場電影∼一場悲傷的史瑞克。

那天上午，睡夢中被朋友的電話叫醒，她說，有個朋友末期癌症，快死了，中午包下天母美麗華戲院，
陪家人看史瑞克第三集，親友互傳簡訊，希望大家作陪，去看他最後一眼。

我趕緊通知攝影，連忙換裝，從木柵搭計程車，花了四百多元飆到天母，見證這段不朽的愛。

他，卅八歲，是自營廠牌的男裝業者，就在創業維艱，公司營業額好不容易突破一億元，有天突然腹瀉不止，原本不以為意。

身高一百八十公分，體重九十幾公斤的他，就像史瑞克一樣壯，健保卡只用過兩次，
都是洗牙，從未生病，唯一例外是當兵時曾檢查Ｂ型肝炎帶原，但不曾有過異狀。

沒想到，到台大醫院檢查，醫師宣判，他已肝癌末期，最多只剩六個月生命，原來他是因為癌細胞太大，壓迫到胃才腹瀉不止。

這個青天霹靂，讓他一夜瘦了三公斤，此後三天不吃、不說，神情呆滯，無法接受上帝開他這個玩笑。

「我不偷不搶，認真過每一天，為何死神選上我？而不是那些壞人？」嬌小的太太，更是傷悲。

事事依賴老公的她，就讀高職時，和讀五專的老公聯誼，姻緣線從此把們牽在一起，認定彼此是今生廝守的那個人。

她等他退伍，成了他的新娘，婚後一兒一女相繼問世，夫妻倆聯手創立男裝公司，
就像童話故事，一家四口從此過著幸福快樂的生活。

他愛孩子，堅持給他們最好的，讓他們念昂貴的私立小學，由於校車只到山下，
距離他們位半山腰的家還要走一段山路，平時都由他跟太太輪流開車接送兒女；
寒暑假，會安排兒女到國外遊學，他暗自打算，大兒子若對服裝有興趣，
將來要送到義大利留學，繼承家業。

他不像一般商人，下班後幾乎從不喝酒應酬，都把時間留給家人，
假日常陪孩子看電影，超愛史瑞克的女兒尤其黏他，
一回到家，就像無尾熊般跳到爸爸身上，史瑞克前兩集一上映，就吵著要爸爸帶她去看。
在她心中，高壯的爸爸就像史瑞克一樣可愛，說要爸爸抱她到一百歲。
這完美的一切，都因無情的癌症被打碎了。

醫生說，他的癌細胞太大了，化療無用，無法換肝，只能等死。

他捨不得拋下嬌妻幼子，不肯向死神束手投降，夫妻到對岸展開換肝之旅，從上海、天津到廣州，終於如願換肝。無奈癌細胞不放過他，兩個月後又轉移到骨頭、脊髓，再從肺臟一路蔓延到大腦，到最後已無法行動、言語，一天平均要劇烈嘔吐廿多次，只能打嗎啡止痛，靠打點滴維生。
戰到最後一兵一卒，去年端午節他決定轉到台北榮總安寧病房，打算有尊嚴地離開。

女兒有次到麥當勞吃速食，附贈一個史瑞克玩偶，回病房告訴爸爸，她想看史瑞克三，他記在心裡，偷偷詢問主治大夫，他能否離開安寧病房陪兒女看最後一場電影。

醫生告訴他，依其身體狀況，頂多只能離開醫院四、五十分鐘，但為了完成他的心願，醫生每天為他安排特訓，讓他試著將瘦到四十公斤不到的孱弱身軀，從平躺的病床移至輪椅，第一天五分鐘、第二天十分鐘、第三天廿分鐘...眾人努力讓他能陪兒女看完一個半小時的史瑞克三。堅韌的愛，讓他辦到了。

他不想麻煩親友，臥病在床這兩年，偷偷躲起來和死神搏鬥，直到生命最後階段，他才通知親友，希望見最後一面，感謝今生有緣相識。

那一天，中午十二點不到，大家接到他的簡訊，紛紛趕到戲院，醫院更是做好萬全準備，由醫生、護士用擔架把他抬進戲院，架上點滴，蓋好棉被。

他勉強睜開雙眼，雖然說不出話，但看到親友、妻兒都在身邊，他很激動，淚水一直在眼眶打轉；電影還沒開演，很多親友早已哭紅雙眼。

史瑞克上演以來，這絕對是笑聲最少的一場。

黑暗中，擔心的親友，眼光不時移向他。
其間他多次嘔吐，醫生趕緊打開手電筒幫他加藥，他的生命，如燈光閃爍飄搖，
大家很難專心觀影，生怕他就此斷氣。
電影結束時，史瑞克的老婆費歐娜生了三個小妖怪，又是一段新生命的開始。
但一落幕，看到奄奄一息的癌末爸爸，大家又不禁鼻酸落淚，上前為他們一家四口打氣加油，小女兒已泣不成聲。

螢幕上的史瑞克，若看得見台下這家人，可能也會掉淚...。

我從未像這一天，那麼痛恨當記者！

因為我要強忍住淚水，向當事者問到更多故事，不能只是默默哀傷。這是多麼殘忍的行業。

我也從未像這一天，覺得當記者，是如此幸福！

因為我有幸目睹至性至情的人生悲劇，能靠著我的筆，感動世人，喚起大家心中的愛。

隨行年輕的攝影記者，應該也是天人交戰，但他有義務拍好這動人的一幕，昭告世人，珍重健康，好好愛惜身邊的人。

我不想破壞現場氣氛，只用數位相機，隨著攝影拍了幾張照片，並未打擾這家人。

直到散場，我才趕到榮總，取得體諒，專訪癌末爸爸的另一半，聽她娓訴說一切。

「剛開始，女兒經常躲在棉被哭，問我怎麼辦，以後就要沒爸爸了。我告訴她，我也同樣快失去老公了，沒關係，還有媽媽在，以後我會陪妳躲在棉被裡哭。女兒於是漸漸釋懷，找到堅強活下去的力量。」聽到這段話，我終於忍不住陪著她掉淚。

看著昔日合照健壯的丈夫，如今皮包骨，她心疼不已，告訴兒子「別人的蠟燭可以燒十二小時，爸爸卻只燒六小時，是因為他燒太快、太亮了！你將來一定要獨立，像爸爸一樣，每天都過得很充實、負責，這才是生命。」

傍晚，搭捷運回去，到寫稿，我眼淚一直流個不停。

隔天，他的照片登上頭版，感動了很多人；至今想起當天情景，我還是很想掉淚。

一周後，他安然離去，臨終前一再對老婆說「對不起」，並引用電視上一對夫妻在雨天共乘遊覽車出遊的保險廣告：「如果可以，我也寧願與妳白頭偕老，然後讓妳先走，悲傷由我來背，無奈...。」

史瑞克三DVD上架有一陣子了，每次到出租店，我都猶豫要不要租回家。

去年暑假，在電影院看過史瑞克三，但完全不記得情節，連可愛的小史瑞克長什麼樣，都沒印象了。

因為戲外的人生，比戲內動人；戲內上演喜劇，戲外卻是悲劇，但這悲劇，卻又蘊藏無比生命力。

「他是天上的月亮，同時照亮了我們每一盆生命之水！」

那天電影開場前，主治醫師致詞說的話，我永遠記得。

人生吧，

0歲出場，10歲快樂成長；

20為情彷徨；30基本定向； 40拼命打闖；

50回頭望望；60告老還鄉； 70搓搓麻將；
80曬曬太陽；90躺在床上；100掛在牆上...

生的偉大，死得淒涼！
能牽手的時候，請別只是肩並肩，
能擁抱的時候，請別只是手牽手，
能在一起的時候，請別輕易分開！

當大部分人都在關注你飛得高不高時，
只有少部分人關心你飛得累不累--
這就是友情，再忙也要照顧好自己，
朋友雖不常聯繫卻一直惦念！

2009新概念
一個中心：一切以健康為中心。
兩個基本點：遇事瀟灑一點，看事糊塗一點。
三個忘記：忘記年齡，忘記過去，忘記恩怨。
四個擁有：無論你有多弱或多強，一定要擁有真正愛你的人，
擁有知心朋友，擁有向上的事業，擁有溫暖的住所。
五個要：要唱，要跳，要俏，要笑，要苗條。
六個不能：不能餓了纔吃，不能渴了纔喝，不能困了纔睡，
不能累了纔歇，不能病了纔檢查，不能老了再後悔!

（转自电邮~）

Updatez of the week~

2009-01-24T12:23:00.003+08:00

For me, this week is considered a busy week~
Helped out at the CNY carnival, which was collaboration between CCS and STACT~

Then on thursday, which was the grand finale event, the Chinese Cultural Night~
My job~ transportation~
and i had to went on the inti bus to kajang to fetch some performers from yu hua ( not sure if that's the spelling~)

So i was like flying from place to place~ class over at 12, then went to ao to do a little lab report, then flew to the bus stop then to the bus and off to kajang~

Thanks to da jie for accompanying me there~!

and btw, that was kent's secondary school~ =D

and well, part of my job is done after i have brought them to the MPH, then i had to "escort" their guru pengiring to the surau~

and flew back to MPH~

The helpers acted as VIPs for the ushers to practice~
so cool man~

event started around 6.30pm~
with the usuak speeches and then the performances, such as lion dance, street dance, popping, chinese yoyo etc~

called bus driver to fetch students abck to kajang, and my job is finally done~ mission accomplished~!

can finally watch performances without flying everywhere~!

oh ya~ didn't have a proper dinner due to time constraints~
except for buns which was brought to us by some committees~ Thanks ya~!

Astro Star Quest champion performed too~!
Gan Wan Chean was so cool lor~

bought her CD and had her autograph too~

conclusion: great experience~! will be joining more of these events in the future~!

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Next agenda~

What happened between HIM and I is now history~

We are friends, JUST FRIENDS~!

so please do not create any relationships between two of us~

and

i am trying to figure out whether that's THE feeling~
which started during cultural night~ =P
(don't ask me who is the unlucky one~ )

(just treat the last sentence as something invisible~ just my rants~)

Tagged by Win Loon~

2009-01-24T12:09:00.003+08:00

The Rule is!!!!

1. Take a picture of yourself right now.

2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair. Just take a picture.

3. Post the photo with NO EDITING.

4. Post these instructions with your photo.

I tag:

1. Qing Zhe
2. Ray
3. Huei Ying
4. Moon
5. Anyone interested~!

精神年龄

2009-01-21T23:22:00.003+08:00

在朋友部落格看到这个测验，又好像准又好像不准~ >.< 结果如下：

您的精神年龄22岁

与您实际年龄差3岁

幼稚度44%

成熟度68%

老化度3%

按这里试试看吧~

生老病死~

2009-01-19T09:00:00.002+08:00

昨天下午，一位同学的爸爸去世了~
我回到宿舍后才知道~
听说她知道非常激动，哭得很厉害~

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如果换是我，我也会这样~
虽说跟她和她的家人一点关系也没有，但还心情还是会受到影响~

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要好好照顾健康~

要好好对待身边的人~

要会感恩，感谢爸爸妈妈为我们付出的一切~

Updatez ~

2009-01-19T00:29:00.008+08:00

My last post was last saturday~ paiseh~

Nowadays always (or i should say everyday) had dinner with Mr Loh~

Let's see~
Monday- Mr Loh, Kent, Da jie, Teng ma, melanie, Victor and yours truly went to serdang for STEAMBOAT BUFFET~! Yummy~!
Let the pictures do the talking xD

Just started the "feast"~ lolz

Huei Ying and Kent poses at the camera
Mr Loh plays with his fish~ ( note his head~ )

Teng Ma VS Melanie

The Praying Mantis head thingy~ Actually is the head of "lai niu"prawn~ literally translated by yours truly as peeing prawn~

Fish waiting to be eaten~ and Kent's fingers~

Mess done by us~

More mess~

Even more mess~

Watermelon skin in the pot~
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Then went to sepang on Wednesday for dinner, and round 2 at burger truck~

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Once again, chem lecturer is so ______ ( left blank until a word can be used~ )
She mixed up watching glass and evaporating dish~
she gave our group watching glass instead of evaporating dish~

and when the watching glass was heated~~~~~~~~

BOOM~!

the thing broke~

and she brought the slip for the "responsible one" to fill~
but the slip was placed onto her table coz we knew it was not our fault~

well, she came with the slip after class, but we INSISTED that we did not want to compensate for it as it was not our fault~

and only she knew what happened after that~

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The first physics was so * headache *

couldn't finish both parts~ T_T

need to finish the reports soon~

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Bio report was OK-lor~

Examine some slides~ *yawns*

and did blood test before that, which was fun~ =D

so that's how they test the blood ?

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Went to KL yesterday, to visit a relative~

dropped by Carrefour Kepong~

Bought five earrings for RM15 and new pair of shoes for CNY~ YIPPEE~!

(passed by some places which brought back some special memories~)

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Back to hostel,

while MSN-ing with kah yuong,
she told me some sad news~

a classmate's dad passed away this afternoon~

i think many of the classmates already knew about it~

may she and her family will stay tough~

Keep them in our prayers~

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many sad things happened around us nowadays~
the war in Gaza, nothing much need to be said about the current condition~

Pray for peace, for love among mankind~
Pray for fairness in the society, and the immediate to WARS~!

INNOCENT CHILDREN AND CITIZENS SHOULD NOT BE A TARGET~!

Pls keep these people in our prayers~

( too many sad things happen before CNY this year~ )

New Hairstyle~

2009-01-10T18:49:00.002+08:00

I straighened my hair today~
and did 粟米烫~

So sleepy lor~

and then almost one morning gone~

= THE END =

MAD~!

2009-01-07T18:21:00.003+08:00

Ok~ the day started off real fine with bio class by my faved miss bibi~

and off we went to HELL~ chemistry class~
she's really irresponsible, with many excuses~
and she dismissed the class earlier coz according to her, office called her more than 10 times~
and she'll only pass the notes to the class rep NEXT WEEK~!
nothing much to be said~

coz most of us is mad with her~

= CHANCES will only be given to those who DESERVED it~ =

sem 3 second day~

2009-01-06T15:05:00.004+08:00

Only one class today >>> physics with mr loh~

just some briefing, and most of the time crapping~

and we did something~~~

six person squeezed to the backseat of a myvi~
and got shocked when the police patrol car came closer and closer~
but we went away safely~~~
p/s: don't try this at home~~~

report of the day~ =.=

2009-01-05T22:19:00.003+08:00

Ok, finally i'm blogging about the first day of sem 3~

Well, woke up quite early, though class starts at 2~
So went to MPH with my friends who were going to enrol~
Went to get result slip~
Then went back to room to sleep~ =.=

Then played reversi and checkers wif da jie coz too bored~

Finally LUNCH~!

Then to class, chemistry class to be specific~

omg~ the lecturer is even more "flat tone" than last sem's csc lecturer~
and her answers were not answers to what we actually asked~ =.=

Went to sing-k, and guess what we sang new year songs~! =P

Had dinner with mr. loh~
and his baby girl EXTREMELY CUTE~!!!

He told us bad news, we will be having a new bio lecturer for this sem~
ARGH~!!! I liked bibi so much lor~!
YER~!!!

Ended first day of sem 3 like that~
lolz

Back to "school"~

2009-01-04T20:56:00.003+08:00

Classes will resume tomorrow~

Jia you friends~!

Good Luck and all the best~!

Taken from e-mail~ * very swt *

2009-01-02T09:12:00.002+08:00

精神病人妙語事例 1

病人A：「怎麼樣？這本書寫得還不錯吧？」

病人B：「太好了！真是曠世鉅作。一點廢話都沒有，簡潔有力。
不過有一個缺點，就是出場人物太多了！」

謢士：「喂！你們兩個 ...... 快把電話薄放回去。」

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精神病人妙語事例 ２

有一位精神病院的醫生問患者︰

「如果我把你的一隻耳朵割掉，你會怎麼樣？」

患者回答︰「那我會聽不到。」

醫生聽了︰

「嗯，那很正常。如果我再把你另一隻耳朵也割掉，你會怎麼樣？」

患者回答︰「那我會看不到。」

醫生開始緊張︰「怎麼會看不到呢？」

患者回答︰「因為眼鏡會掉下來。」

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精神病人妙語事例３

神經病院有一位老太太，每天都穿著黑色的衣服，拿著黑色的雨傘，

蹲在神經病院門口。

醫生就想要醫治她，一定要從了解她開始 ..

於是，那位醫生也穿黑色的衣服，拿著黑色的雨傘，和她一起蹲在那邊。

兩人不言不語的蹲了一個月......

那位老太太終於開口和醫生說話了：

「請 ...問一下 ! 你...也是香菇嗎?」

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精神病人妙語事例４

一個精神病院的護士看到一個病人在寫信，非常好奇，想去偷瞄，

可是病人不給她看。

護士忍不住問︰「給誰寫信啊？」

病人回答：「寫給我自己啊！」

護士好奇心更盛，心想：「怎會有人寫信給自己呢？！」

於是又問：「寫些什麼啊？」

病人說：「你神經病啊！！我還沒收到信，我怎麼會知道！」

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精神病人妙語事例５

有兩個精神病患者從病院裡逃出來。

兩人逃跑，爬上一棵樹，其中一個人從樹上跳下來，在地上滾來滾去，

然後抬起頭對上面的同伴說︰「喂！你怎麼還不下來啊？」

上面的那個人回答他︰「不 ... 行...啊！我還未熟透。」

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精神病人妙語事例 ６

一位病人來找精神科醫生︰「醫生，怎麼辦？我一直覺得我是一隻母雞。」

醫生︰「喔？！那很嚴重呀，怎麼現在才來求醫？」

病人︰「因為最近我的家人在等我生蛋啊！」

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精神病人妙語事例 ７

一個貨車司機送貨到精神病院，當他卸完貨準備回家時。

忽然發現有一個輪子爆胎了。

於是他將那個爆掉的車胎拿下來，正準備換上備胎時。

一個不小心，將固定車胎的四個螺帽掉到水溝裡了，
怎麼撿也撿不到。貨車司機不知如何是好。

此時，正好有一個精神病患者經過，就問司機怎麼了？

司機想，反正也沒有別的事可做，於是就把事情經過告訴精神病患者。

精神病患說：「這麼簡單的問題也解決不了，難怪你只能當貨車司機。

你只要把剩下的三個胎各拆一個螺帽下來，裝到第四個車胎上，

然後開到最近的修車廠,補上剩下的螺帽就可以了。」

貨車司機敬佩之餘，不禁開口問道：

「你這麼聰明，為什麼會住在精神病院？」

精神病患回答：「我住在這裡是因為我有精神病，不是因為笨！」

Last post of the year~

2008-12-31T18:13:00.003+08:00

may the year of 2009 bring happiness to all of us~
many things happen this year~

both happy ones and sad ones~

these will remain as a memory for me~

hope all of you will succeed in your undertakings~
Be happy~!

HAPPY NEW YEAR~!

( p/s: may my "dream" come true~ if u all know what i mean~ )

2008-12-29T21:57:00.001+08:00

Today, just now~
i suddenly realised that i HATE mozilla firefox~ T_T

春雨里洗过的太阳-王力宏

2008-12-28T19:32:00.003+08:00

this guitar was used by lee hom in his 《春雨里洗过的太阳》 MV~
posted it here coz i think it's very CUTE~ =D

春雨里洗过的太阳-王力宏
分开之后另一年的春天
记忆也像下雪一样溶解
那些有你在身边的影片
呼的一声飞得老远老远

爱在夏天过完之后锁在秋天
捱过冬天之后的我好了一些
雨后的天上彩虹出现衬出一片蓝天

我在淋过一场大雨之后的晴朗
那是春雨里洗过的太阳
每个冬季带来失落伤得多深
然后忽然看懂云的形状

If you listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain
那是春雨里洗过的太阳
每个冬季带来失落伤得多深
每个呼吸都是新的芬芳

分开之后另一年的春天
记忆也像下雪一样溶解
那些有你在身边的影片
呼的一声飞得老远老远

爱在夏天过完之后锁在秋天
捱过冬天之后的我好了一些
雨后的天上彩虹出现衬出一片蓝天

我在淋过一场大雨之后的晴朗
那是春雨里洗过的太阳
每个冬季带来失落伤得多深
然后忽然看懂云的形状

If you listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain
那是春雨里洗过的太阳
每个冬季带来失落伤得多深
每个呼吸都是新的芬芳

流下的眼泪留下了智慧
爱情会天亮也一定会黑
世界会等我它问我冬天过去没

我在淋过一场大雨之后的晴朗
那是春雨里洗过的太阳
每个冬季带来失落伤得多深
然后忽然看懂云的形状

If you listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain
那是春雨里洗过的太阳(春雨里的太阳)
每个冬季带来失落伤得多深(伤得多深)
每个呼吸都是你的芬芳
春雨里洗过的太阳

New home~ =.=

2008-12-27T20:47:00.000+08:00

Changed new look for blog~

YAY~!

Just for fun~ XD

心跳- 王力宏

2008-12-27T17:12:00.002+08:00

王力宏的新歌，好好听~

想跟我吵架我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的塬点
　　　　
你又在哭泣我给不了安慰
我又在摇头有那么点后悔
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走
　　　　
但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪
　　　　
你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
　　　　
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒　　　
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好
33:那种感觉依然还在

RESULTS RELEASED~!

2008-12-23T16:45:00.004+08:00

I didn't know results will be released one day earlier~ =.=
LUckily victor reminded me~

My results~~~~~ * drum roll *

Biology 1 -> A -
Basic Computing -> A -
English Language Skills 2 -> A
Mathematics 2 -> A

conclusion?
VERY HAPPY~!

consider it as an early christmas gift~ =D

You'll be in our memories~

2008-12-19T13:11:00.005+08:00

Shocked when i saw something in edo's blog~
A friend, nicole left us~
Forever~

May she rest in peace~

* Treat people around you well before it's too late *

We'll miss you~

总在我身旁－星光帮

2008-12-14T16:45:00.004+08:00

Tagged by Huei Ying Da jie~XD

I. Put your iTunes/any other players on shuffle.

II. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

III. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

IV. Tag 11 friends who might enjoy doing this.

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Womanizer - Britney Spears ( ? )

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
I Swear - Westlife (I LIKE THIS~!)

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Confusion - Nakashimas Mika (I like a person who is CONFUSED? )

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
七月七日晴 - 许慧欣 (Quite true~ＸＤ)

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Magic - Colbie Caillat ( TO make magic happen in my life~!)

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
多爱我一天 - Energy （ To love myself more everyday~)

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
晴天 - 周杰伦（Really？）

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
记得我爱你 - 光良（I love you, Dad and Mom~!)

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
触电- SHE （Getting electric shock? lolz~ )

10. WHAT IS 2+2?
爱，无力- 潘嘉丽 ( love but no energy ~? Nice song though~ )

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
七里香 - 周杰伦（ =D )

12. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
浪漫手机 - 周杰伦（ Yeah~ Agreed~ )

13. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
第一优先 - 蔡依琳（I'M THEIR MAIN PRIORITY~！）

14. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
袁维仁弹吉他 - SHE （How to dance to this song o ? O.o )

15. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Can I Have This Dance - Troy and Gabriella ( Approved ~! XD）

16. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
致爱丽丝－贝多芬　（Huh ~? )

17. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
选择－林子祥　叶倩文　（making choices, what choices? Hmm~)

18. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
夢が笑く春 - Nakashima Mika ( I don't know what it means~but nice song~)

19. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Release - Timbaland featuring Justin Timberlake ( =.= )

20. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
说好的幸福呢－周杰伦（死了还要有遗憾？）

21. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Backyard - Natasha Bedingfield ( The person is my backyard?)

22. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
单数－曹格　(stop being single?)

23. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Right Here Right Now - Troy ( It hurts right here, right now~)

24. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
总在我身旁－星光帮　（I LOVE THIS TITLE~!)

Some coincidence, some accident~ but enjoyed it~! =D

I would like to tag: anyone who viewed this entry! PLEASE~?

Tagged by Moon~ Long Time ago~ =.=

2008-12-14T15:56:00.003+08:00

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? take revenge?
MAD~! but i will not waste my energy to take revenge on such a fool~

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I'll keep it a secret~ XD

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
None at the mean time~

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Go around the world~ Buy stuff which i want to buy~

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Depends~

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved~

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Once again, depends on who is the person~

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Who cares~ i mean i will not be affected~

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? Your gf/bf or actress/actor?
Depends~ =.=

10. Will you invite Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
Yeah~

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
Someone who is succesful~ career and my personal life~

12. What's your fear?
Dark places, and anything which gets in contact with my legs~

13. What's the 1st thing you do when you wake up?
Continue sleeping~ =.=

14. Would you give all in a relationship?
If i really love that person, then the answer is yes~

15. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Depends~

16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Depends~

17. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Prefer being single at the mean time~

18. If your gf/bf told u that she/he is actually a prince/ princess, what will you do?
Woah~! "Can i have your palace?" XD

I want to tag: whoever interested~

Post 150~

2008-12-12T10:36:00.004+08:00

What a nice way to start my 150th post~
FINAL are OVER~!
Not going to summarise about the papers, coz it's over ? lolz~ *closed file*

Grabbed some shows to watch during my sem break~
What else?
Sleep~ =.=

Christmas is approaching, *obviously*~
so i changed my blog skin~
Very christmasy feel~ =D

And early merry christmas to all my friends~!
This is the season to be merry and to be happy~!

So, be happy~!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE~!

* 24 Xmas Time - Kuraki Mai* ~> LUVed ~

Yeah~!

2008-12-07T17:41:00.002+08:00

我得到胃口应该算恢复了吧~
昨晚吃了肉骨茶加饭~ =.=

酱的自己是最好的啦~
有一句话，live to eat or eat to live,
本人就是那个live to eat 的~呵呵。。。

大姐问到考试了还有没有人写部落格，
答案是有。。。

考试不代表不用写部落格。。。
因为写部落格可以抒发情感。。。

继续冲咯~！

好心情~

2008-12-06T16:53:00.003+08:00

今天考了第一科，moral~
应该可以及格，因为有读书~
轻松了一点点~

今天心情好好噢~！
为什么咧？

不要说~自己去猜猜看~呵呵。。。

跟他说了很多白痴话，可是开心就好~

总之今天心情好好就对了~

p/s: 不要误会~

= 大家要加油哦~考完试就可以享受了~！呵呵~ =

加油把~

2008-12-05T20:48:00.002+08:00

自己一定要加油，不只是为了他和关心我的朋友，更要因为我自己而加油~
相信就会有希望~

没有人会喜欢爱闹情绪的人。。。

可是，有时还是需要个人骂醒我，让我有个哭诉的对象。。。
至于那个人是谁，没有必要说出来，心知肚明~ 知道就好~

= 相信就会有希望~ 加油吧~ =

又没胃口了~

2008-12-05T19:52:00.006+08:00

如果你看到这篇post的话，千万别怪你自己，因为不是任何人的错。。。

刚才跟几个朋友去pasar malam, 开开心心血拼不少自己爱吃的东西。。。
可是回到自己的房，回到让自己孤单的房间，又不禁忧伤起来~
roommate因为生病回家了，留下自己孤独在房间~

这几天不知为什么，都没胃口吃东西。。。
比如，平时可以吃完一碟炒饭，昨晚却吃不完。。。
刚才回到房，又没胃口吃。。。
我知道，不能让自己饿肚子，就逼自己吃。。。
我失败了~

看着眼前的食物，自己却吃了一点就吃不下。。。
明明很饿，现在却吃了一点就不想吃了。。。

究竟为什么？
我不想让他为了我而担心，可是现在却。。。

老实说，我已没乱想东西了。。。

只是，自己也不知道为什么会没胃口。。。

突然好想听到一些人的声音，至少会让自己心情好一点~
好想找个人让我哭诉，还想找个地方把心里的不快乐喊出来~

对不起，我又让你担心了~
对不起，我没遵守诺言~

我还在疗伤当中~
可是自己好累了，还要准备考试~

给他的话：不要为了我而自责，你没错，一点错也没有。。。
好想看到你。。。好想让你骂醒我。。。好想。。。好想。。。

找个人骂醒这个开始不爱食物的我~

唉，自己到底在想什么~ =.=

无话可说~

= 我会加油的~ 我做到吗? =

Start of Something New ~

2008-12-05T06:59:00.005+08:00

Went to sleep earlier than usual, before 12 am . . .
Woke up, feeling fresh, feeling myself as a new person~

Today, will be the start of something new,
I'll face him with who i am, my true self ~
I've made my friends worried about myself. . .
When i ate less for the pass two days if compared to the usual me . . .

Today,
I shall say bye to the "no appetite" days~
I will concentrate on my studies~
I will do my best in the finals~

To: "him"
Sorry if i have made you felt bad because of me . . .
Sorry for making you stay up late just to make me feel better . . .
It's not anyone's fault and i hope you understand~
I know we can still be buddies / friends after all these issues, right ?

As in my PM, "I promise you that i will take care of myself~ To be honest, the 'feeling' is still there ~"

I know it will not heal that easily, but i will try~

(p/s: to lynn: The two "DP" guys didn't bully me AT ALL~ Seriously ~ They are nice guys ~=D)

A sense of belonging or a mean of consoling myself ?

2008-12-04T16:49:00.002+08:00

Blogging ~
I felt so much better after the last post ~ ( though i'm still not hungry . . . =.= )

Blogging gave me a sense of belonging . . .
A place for me to freely express myself . . .
to share my life experiences, happy or sad, good or bad . . .

Maybe i really should step out of my comfort zone,
to look at the future ~

Do i have to be so down ?
And make people around me, maybe including him, to worry about me ?

Blogging gave me my courage to face myself, esp. after the past few posts ~

Erm~
Songs helped me to console myself ~
By YUI, DBSK, Kuraki Mai, Celine Dion . . .
And my current fave is a japanese song by DBSK , どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう,
which means ~ Why did i fall in love with you ?

Addicted to embeding MV's to my post ~
Enjoy ~

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou - DBSK

Confessions ~

2008-12-04T12:46:00.005+08:00

I haven't had my luch . . .
But I'm not hungry . . .
Coz I don't have the mood to eat . . .
No appetite since this morning . . .

I'm starting to feel the stress of finals . . .
more worse when something happened this week . . .

I feel that i'm lying to myself . . .
I say i have learnt to let go,but honestly, i couldn't . . .

I just couldn't let go . . .

You guys were right, i am faking my expressions, coz i don't want you guys to worry about anything . . .

You guys asked me to see ? ? ?, but i just don't have the courage to do so ~
Deep inside myself i have the urge to do so,but in the end i felt afraid ~

Frankly speaking, i don't know how to face him . . .
I have a weird feeling each time i see him . . .

Confessions need to be made:
I'm lying whenever he asks me whether i'm alright . . .
I'm lying whenever i say i am fine . . .
I'm lying whenever i say i don't want to see him . . .

I'm sorry . . .

To him, when i lied to you . . . and i made you worry about me . . .
To my friends for lying to you all . . . and once again making you all worry about me . . .

I don't mean it . . .

Call me silly or crazy to think about all these stuff when finals are approaching . . .
I don't mind . .

I need time to heal . . .

Can i have a shoulder to lean on ?
Tears, are rebelling against my orders to stop crying . . .

= can i have a shoulder for me to cry out loud ? =

= I am tired ~ , how nice if you can understand ~ =

= I am sorry ~ T_T ~ =

= It was today that i realised that i have the ability to hide my feelings ~ =

The sequel ~

2008-12-03T21:57:00.002+08:00

It's All Coming Back To Me Now - Celine Dion

Another day of my life ~

2008-12-03T21:39:00.004+08:00

I felt a freedom in the air . . .
after the l o n g chat which i had with him early this morning . . .

THough u still missed him when i don't see him in class ~
But life must go on ~

I must take care, a promise to him, a promise to myself . . .

We are still friends, though u still have hope that miracle will happen . . .

This song is playing over and over again in my mind . . .

It's All Coming Back To Me Now - Celine Dion

There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window
There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever

I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby Baby

If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back

There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever

But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things we'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby, Baby, Baby

When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now

If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
We see just what we want to see
Al coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now

(It's all coming back to me now)
And when you kiss me like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that
(It's all coming back to me now)
If you do it like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And if we...

告一段落～

2008-12-03T09:11:00.006+08:00

昨晚的结果并不是自己想要的，但像“他”学了不少。。。
至少我知道他是个做决定时会考虑到女生的人。。。

照顾一个人，或者是关心一个人，只有情侣之间才做到吗？
并不是。。。
就算是朋友之间，互相关心，照顾，生病时听到简单的一句：“你还好吧？”也可以是可很幸福的事。。。

昨晚和“他”谈了好久，原来他一直担心会影响我的考试。。。
我看错他了。。。

一边聊，一边流泪。。。
他知道了，还一直哄我。。。
但他越哄我，我哭得越厉害。。。

应该道歉的是我。。。

“被爱的人不用道歉。。。”

一点多了，还被他赶去睡觉，因为之前淋了一身的雨，自己也还没病好。
他也问：“没吃药吗？病那么久都还没好。。。”

原来他时会关心我的。。。

还有谢谢一个朋友。。。
别再责怪自己了，你帮了我，因为你安慰了我。。。
不是每个人都做到的哦！

谢谢那个“他”，以为他让我上了宝贵的一课。。。
这首歌代表着我想对他说的话，之后，这件事就算告一段落了。。。

衰仔（我给”他“的专用名词），我能不能做个任性的要求？我要人陪的时候，不要消失得无影无踪。。。还有不要丢下我不管。。。

下雨天－南拳妈妈

下雨天了怎么办我好想你
不敢打给你我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

思

2008-12-02T19:58:00.002+08:00

晚餐后又再度回到自己的房间。。。
顿时又有种莫名的忧伤。。。

我现在的心情，有点像昨晚喝的饮料=〉香槟珍珠奶茶。。。
蓝蓝的，我最爱的口味。。。
朋友为它改了新的名字，叫“蓝色忧郁”。。。

今天，还算顺利地度过。。。
可是不知什么时候开始很在乎一个人。。。
他的一举一动，他的所作所为。。。

突然觉得自己好傻。。。
为了一个人而影响自己的心情。。。

有必要吗？

许多事情一直在脑袋里环绕着。。。

感谢一位朋友让我哭诉。。。
她鼓励我姓“他”说清楚 / 表白。。。

难道我不知道吗？

我并不想太直接。。。
怕会吓到他。。。

就暗示咯。。。

可是他好像不领情。。。

是真的不知道，还是假的不知道？

他自己最清楚。。。

唉。。。

= 如果你也听说，有没有想起我 =

. : : 给自己的话：加油吧！你行的！: : .

Sequel to my dreams and fantasies . . .

2008-12-02T12:53:00.006+08:00

Dreams and fantasies, uhmm...

Lot's of question to ask myself after today's classes . . .

Why do i bother to help him get his papers?
Why should i bother to help him to photocopy his papers for him ?
Why should i care when some other girls sticks to him like glue ?
Why should i be jealous ?

Is that the "feeling" ?
Should i care so much about him ?

Does he even knows of my existence ?
Does he even care ?

I don't ask for any monetary rewards or expensive gifts . . .
All i want is someone who cares of me, and appreciates what i am doing in silence . . .

Caught the flu bug again . . .

Lynn: why you always get sick de ?
Anza: Coz i Got no one to take care . . .
Lynn: Then take care of yourself lor . . . Or find someone to take care of you la !

Maybe what she said was right . . .
Maybe she was wrong . . .

All he said was, "eh, you flu again o?" FULLSTOP.

So,

Is he the one ?
or is he not ?

Is it just me or is it really happening ?

If only he can listen to what i want to say . . .
If only he really cares and appreciates . . .
If only someone can help me to make my dreams come true, not just a fantasy . . .

= Another sweet dream in my fantasies, but nightmare in reality ? =

Should i even care so much about him ?

( even if you know who i'm talking about, don't ask me anything . . . I choose to remain silent . . . )

Finally . . .

2008-12-01T18:03:00.008+08:00

All the presentations are officially over ! ! ! Woohoo ! ! !
Quite satisfied with my performance, if compared to ENL last week . . .

(Ah ma is sick . . . Hope she'll get well soon . . . )

Now i have time to start on final revisions . . .

Someone pls pull me back to reality. . .
I'm thinking of something which some might think as "thinking too much". . .
I hope it's not happening at this time of my life . . .
Is that the "special feeling"?
Am I thinking too much ?
Maybe i'm just thinking of something with no possibilities of happening . . .
Maybe i should not be so close to him . . .
Maybe this is just a sweet dream or i should call it as a fantasy . . .
Maybe "the greater the hopes, the greater the disappointment" is true after all . . .

Is he Mr. Right ?

Is this what i really want ?

WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME ?

“ 爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪
一个人好累。。。”

“怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴。。。”

“如果
全世界我也可以放弃
至少还有你
值得我去珍惜
而你在这里
就是生命的奇迹。。。”

“找不到坚强的理由
再也感觉不到你的温柔
告诉我星空在那头
那里是否有尽头。。。”

“相信你只是怕伤害我
不是骗我
很爱过谁会舍得
把我的梦摇醒了
宣布幸福不会来了
用心酸微笑去原谅了
也翻越了
有昨天还是好的
但明天是自己的
开始懂了
快乐是选择“。。。”

“我想我可以习惯一个人生活
我想我可以假装不曾爱过
冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我
感觉如果要走谁能说。。。”

" Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be..."

"I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you..."

"If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I’ll be waiting
Time after time
If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I’ll be waiting
Time after time..."

= Is This Love ? = to be revealed later . . .

“你是笨蛋吗？为什么你都不知道。。。”

2008-11-28T00:18:00.002+08:00

星期一，准备好去ENL Presentation。。。
为了确定应穿的衣服，一早便SMS老师。。。
可是没回复。。。

就穿普通衣服咯。。。
哪里知道老师去道班才说要穿Formal衣。。。

幸好有朋友借衣服。。。

为了换一跑回房，分数却不是自己想要的。。。好失望。。。

由于当天穿的鞋，太就没穿过了。。。
结果起了水泡。。。
更糟的是，有一个破了。。。

今天又有Presentation，脚的伤口还没好又要勉强自己穿Formal鞋。。。

下文不许多说。。。

一个字。。。
痛。。。非常痛。。。

不是我把事情夸张化，
事实就是，我走一步就会痛一次。。。
上下楼梯时就更糟。。。

今天，Anza几乎到了忍无可忍的地步。。。欲哭无泪。。。

顿时好想要个肩膀让我流泪。。。

Clarification

2008-11-26T14:44:00.002+08:00

Refer to my previous post...
Some clarification has to be made on who M******* and D***** are...
Both are from CFES ~
Sorry for any misundertanding caused.

[ p ] r e s e n t a t i o n [ d ] a y

2008-11-24T07:01:00.004+08:00

Finally, the first presentation for sem 2 . . .
English presentation will be held this morning . . .
And CSC will be this coming Thursday . . .

Good Luck to everyone !

(p/s: To "M*******": I don't hate you at all ! So please stop making up stories and tell them to "D*****" . . . If you do this, i'll hate you even more . . . Thank you very much . . . )

Currently listening to DBSK songs. . . =D

Under the radar - Daniel Powter

2008-11-20T20:01:00.004+08:00

Downloaded Daniel Powter's latest album "Under The Radar" just now...
Rating? ===> * * * * * / FIVE STAR rating...

Just love the songs and the lyrics...
Good choice when you need to relax. . .

His songs have a special feel in it...
As i love it !

1	Best of Me
2	Not Coming Back
3	Whole World Around
4	Next Plane Home
5	Am I still The One?
6	Negative Fashion
7	Don’t Give Up On Me
8	Fly Away
9	Beauty Queen
10	My So Called Life
11	Love You Lately_Bonus
12	Bad Day_LIVE_Bonus

Listen to them....

RECOMMENDED !

(p/s: live version of Bad Day is nicer than the recorded version . . . )

"SIAO" week...

2008-11-18T21:25:00.002+08:00

Maths test 2 done, now studying for BIO test 2 which is .... TOMORROW ! ! !
Now not even half done...
Jealous of my friends who are having holidays now...

Who cares... I'm studying hard now, then i can enjoy later! ! !
Hahahah...

Back to work...

(p/s: INTI is lack of food these days... )

[ u ] n t i t l e d

2008-11-16T20:58:00.004+08:00

The feeling of not being able to online for two days sucks...
Why?
Celcom broadband service breakdown... T_T

and there's some problem with Friendster, some of my friends' friends list d i s a p p e a r e d...
mine oso missing le... T_T
hope the problem will be rectified...

Currently studying for TEST !
then must rush to finish assignments and prepare for presentations...

ARGH ! ! !

YES !

2008-11-12T23:46:00.007+08:00

Finally assignment 4 for moral is done...
Broke my personal record... 30 pages...
still figuring out how to put the papers together... and not using binding caz forbidden by our lecturer...

Next 2 weeks SIAO man...
TESTS, ASSIGNMENTS, PRESENTATIONS . . .

T_T...

suddenly realised i don;t have enough time to do all my work...

p/s: 给欺负伟强的人渣，你连渣都不如！你有两个口就好好用他们咯！唱衰我姐哦！叫我朋友收声！没文化！贱格！无耻！相信我所说的话，欺负我的朋友是绝对不会有好下场的！不要说我毒，我是不会对你手下留情的！你会有报应的！

（抱歉，暴力了点。。。）

Dawn of A New Century

Lesson of the day`

Feel good moment

My Happiest Moment

KPOP in my life

Reflections

Self comfort

Well, well, well ...

Reopening

Updates

seeing is not completely believing

Update

1st post of the year

Last post of 2009

2nd last Update of 2009

Updates

Updates

暴风雨的启示

Last post of the sem

update

Update

Update

Updates + Holiday Plans

Feeling Happy ^^

Insomnia~

Empty Shell

090909

Updates + Randomness

Only A Fool Breaks The Angeline.

200th Post

RIP - Michael Jackson

Update

Blog Template

DAMN~

Snake in da house~

What a day~

Some thoughts~

Dearest mom~

191 post~

Tagged by Moon and Qing Zhe

I am back~

Off track

mixture~

Tagged by Shun Hui

Karangan Terbaik UPSR 2007 ( FROM E-MAIL)

TVXQ video spam~ xD

New blog skin~ + last week's updates

[ b o r e d ]

blog post for many days~ LOL

Believe It Or Not! DBSK on OotChatSa

满江浤

To: Sui zai~ =P

* whatever *

mixed feelings~

生命

Updatez of the week~

Tagged by Win Loon~

精神年龄

生老病死~

Updatez ~

New Hairstyle~

MAD~!

sem 3 second day~

report of the day~ =.=

Back to "school"~

Taken from e-mail~ * very swt *

Last post of the year~

春雨里洗过的太阳-王力宏

New home~ =.=

心跳- 王力宏

RESULTS RELEASED~!

You'll be in our memories~

*总在我身旁－星光帮*

Tagged by Moon~ Long Time ago~ =.=

Post 150~

Yeah~!

好心情~

加油把~

又没胃口了~

Start of Something New ~

总在我身旁－星光帮