Confessions ~

I haven't had my luch . . .
But I'm not hungry . . .
Coz I don't have the mood to eat . . .
No appetite since this morning . . .

I'm starting to feel the stress of finals . . .
more worse when something happened this week . . .

I feel that i'm lying to myself . . .
I say i have learnt to let go,but honestly, i couldn't . . .

I just couldn't let go . . .

You guys were right, i am faking my expressions, coz i don't want you guys to worry about anything . . .

You guys asked me to see ? ? ?, but i just don't have the courage to do so ~
Deep inside myself i have the urge to do so,but in the end i felt afraid ~

Frankly speaking, i don't know how to face him . . .
I have a weird feeling each time i see him . . .

Confessions need to be made:
I'm lying whenever he asks me whether i'm alright . . .
I'm lying whenever i say i am fine . . .
I'm lying whenever i say i don't want to see him . . .

I'm sorry . . .

To him, when i lied to you . . . and i made you worry about me . . .
To my friends for lying to you all . . . and once again making you all worry about me . . .

I don't mean it . . .

Call me silly or crazy to think about all these stuff when finals are approaching . . .
I don't mind . .

I need time to heal . . .

Can i have a shoulder to lean on ?
Tears, are rebelling against my orders to stop crying . . .




= can i have a shoulder for me to cry out loud ? =

= I am tired ~ , how nice if you can understand ~ =

= I am sorry ~ T_T ~ =

= It was today that i realised that i have the ability to hide my feelings ~ =