Dreams and fantasies, uhmm...
Lot's of question to ask myself after today's classes . . .
Why do i bother to help him get his papers?
Why should i bother to help him to photocopy his papers for him ?
Why should i care when some other girls sticks to him like glue ?
Why should i be jealous ?
Is that the "feeling" ?
Should i care so much about him ?
Does he even knows of my existence ?
Does he even care ?
I don't ask for any monetary rewards or expensive gifts . . .
All i want is someone who cares of me, and appreciates what i am doing in silence . . .
Caught the flu bug again . . .
Lynn: why you always get sick de ?
Anza: Coz i Got no one to take care . . .
Lynn: Then take care of yourself lor . . . Or find someone to take care of you la !
Maybe what she said was right . . .
Maybe she was wrong . . .
All he said was, "eh, you flu again o?" FULLSTOP.
So,
Is he the one ?
or is he not ?
Is it just me or is it really happening ?
If only he can listen to what i want to say . . .
If only he really cares and appreciates . . .
If only someone can help me to make my dreams come true, not just a fantasy . . .
= Another sweet dream in my fantasies, but nightmare in reality ? =
Should i even care so much about him ?
( even if you know who i'm talking about, don't ask me anything . . . I choose to remain silent . . . )
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